Hell hath no fury

Second by second the evidence line backs up…more and more reasons to lock you up…

day by day the trust you had gained…big big mistake

darling don’t you know…i would never hurt you so…

but sweetheart can’t you see…you mean the world to me

blah blah blah I’ve heard it all before

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

and now I hold the poker

your ass is in plain view

watch your skin boil and burn

as I brand my victory all over you…

One line

I see you looking at her, her looking at you, she’s looking at her looking at you whilst I’m looking at you.

no one can compare to your line of vision, your eyes do not drift…

neither do hers…

I’m looking at her whilst she looks at you, you’re still looking at her whilst she’s looking at her…

your eyes do not drift from view…such a beauty enthralls you……

I look at her looking at her looking at you look at her…

your eyes do not waver…the love emanating from your very soul…

I look back at you looking at her looking at you looking at her while the rest look on…

and disappear from view……

Neverending

Gasping for air in this blood sucking humanity I call life…

gasping for a bit of sense in the murderous plane I call existence

holding back tears of betrayal and hurt

holding back things that are better left unsaid

on the floor I watch you walk away in disgust

please why god can’t you just envelop me, take me away from this awful place

I find no answer, no hint that “god” has heard me

I fall, I fall through the floor onto the spikes below and sit there in neverending pain

crawling now, I crawl to my door and you’re there taunting me…

your cruelty emanates in you

what do I have to do to get away from this

you kiss her lips so tenderly

what do I have to do not to see this

you love her so dearly

I close my eyes and block my senses

you unravel them with your words

you don’t see the torment, the pain

you see what you want

you don see the tears the sacrifice

you only see your own

something that’s too painful for me to do

is take on your anger and your abuse

one thing I can no longer say

is that I’m willing to fight for you…you’ve pushed me away

Hard Love

He stared at her sleeping, she was beautiful…the sheet showed off her form as it hugged her curvaceous body…He put out his cigarette and walked to the bed, licking his lips hungrily…

He pulled a lock of her hair from her face revealing a beauty mark on her neck, oh how he wanted to mark her in other ways…he slid his hand down the side of her cheek stirring her in her sleep…

Her eyes opened in shock as he covered her mouth with his hand, muscles bulging through the short sleeves in his shirt. She struggled but he held her down with his strength as he climbed onto her whispering into her ear to stay still…

She froze as he wrapped a gag around her mouth and held her hands above her head with one arm…the sheet slid down her skin revealing her trembling body…he knew she wanted him he knew she needed him…

His hand slid down her chest as he caressed her breast with his teeth…she moaned as a tear escaped her eye…her body trembled as his hand slid down to her thigh revealing her shame…

She closed her eyes as she saw him smile at her reaction to his touch, he thrust himself between her thighs snarling sweet nothings into her ears…she felt him through his pants…felt the throbbing through a thin piece of material…

She whimpered as he undid his belt and wrapped it around her hands connecting them to the bed post in one smooth move…he had done this before this was clear…he cradled both breasts in his hands as his teeth raptured her body…

she felt the leather cutting into her wrists as she pulled harder on the belt…her body was the equal to an earthquake as he thrust himself into her hard and fast…she moaned in pleasure as he violated her body…

He pumped into her harder and faster as she cried tears of pleasure and pain…he grabbed a piece of rope from his pocket and pushed it down hard onto her neck blocking her air supply as he thrust himself on her again…

Apple of Eden

Bite me, for I am the Apple in the Garden of Eden she whispered as he ravaged her…and I am the snake, I can offer you to many places holy or unholy…I can pluck you off your tree and grind you to your core…you are mine to do with what I will he replied…and take you to your core I will…he fastened her wrists into restraints but left her ankles free, he loved to see her squirm…

Pain

All I can think about is the pain, the way he grabbed my throat and crucified my soul…blood trickling down my forehead in the slight ray of light in the blackened night, I wonder…I wonder how this all began…we both needed to escape…you needed to feel control, to take it back from your life…and I needed physical abuse because it feels better than emotional pain…the serpent slithered around my achille’s as I jump…hurt me more…

Here kitty kitty

What happens to me now she thinks, walking in a darkened abyss…no floor, no ceiling, no walls, no gravity, just…emptyness…

He wraps his hand around her throat from behind… .you are mine he snarls into her ear, now get onto your knee’s and pray for your life…

he throws her onto her knees and disappears into the darkness before she has a chance to see his face…

please Sir, please, let me live and I will be your slave forever…I, I have nothing to live for but to serve you…

And what makes you think you’re not already dead? his voice echoes around her, laughter filling the chilled air…She spots a light in the short distance…she raises herself and walks towards it, a tall lamp accompanies a hat stand holding a dark brown, dirty acoubra. A light flickers on a couple of meters away revealing a four poster bed complete with restraints and a cat o’ nine tails with short, sharp blades pierced into the ends…

Get on, he snarled, and let me love you…

Unknown

Standing on the edge of a cliff, winds blowing in favour of death…she sings…the sweet siren’s voice trembles over the hidden valleys below leaving invisible footsteps caressing the dirt stained land…she falls. The wind picks up but time goes so slow around her, her dress fluttering in the decaying wind her scream burning a hole through reality. Her long dark hair wraps around her face and whips invisible nothings around her head. The water comes closer to her and she buries her hands into her painful memories…blood shooting from her scars she hits the concrete taking her into the unknown…

Politics of friends

A battle for truth on a cold stormy night…

she walks alone in the wilderness that is the city streets.

Dark hair, mascara flaking at her darkened eyes, blood red lipstick and a single beauty mark on her neck.

She enters her destination bewildered at what she saw. No familiar faces, drinks being spilled and a fight in the corner of the room.

She walks briskly to the bathroom and pulls out her phone in hopes to have a message. The screen stares back at her emptily, and with one last look in the mirror, she leaves to find her company.

Walking into a room filled with music she spies him, drink in hand & showered by friends.

Making herself known to him was more than difficult with the floor filling up quickly by drunken dancers staggering about to the music being played.

Arriving nervously at the table she was greeted by him with a brief hug and introduction to those around her. The night poured on with her standing silently in the corner of the room…

something was different, he had changed…

All that was going through her head was a way out of this place.

Thankfully spotting an old friend she walked over and exchanged greetings. . . Introducing herself to her friend’s date, they talked briefly and then she found herself alone again.

Surrounded by people but alone in her own world. He sat there, flirting with strangers, and it was obvious one in particular held his attention. . .

The friendship politics of the world to this date had confused her and was finding it difficult to stand up…What was happening to her?

A veil crossed over her eyes as she blocked herself off…

This was not ok, this was not what she had wanted.

She watched her lean in and kiss him

heart thudded loudly in her chest, her lips dry and feelings came and consumed her.

What was happening. . . Her head felt light and she suddenly found it hard to breath…the connection was being lost……..

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